The TrichsterPanicConfusionOh God, oh GOD!Just one morePluckPullRipAh! That was six!Pain, angry painA surge of ecstacyA brief orgasmOf a different kindGod! No more! No more!Tingling painJolts of mindless pleasureTotally focusedOn the task at handMy parents will KILL me!Spiral deeper into the abyssPleasure sparked with painAnd pain with depressionKnow what? Screw itWhat's the USE?Steel to my wristsNote on the deskFlash of metalFades to blackSee you in Hell.